Thursday, October 13, 2005
Here i am, sitting in front of my lappie,im finally resting for a day.. thank God for the rest. Think this rest will be good, much needed actually.. before i start preparing for the big E- EXAMS. hahahah.. but actually, since entering uni, i duno why, but i seem to have changed my perspective of tests and exams. Perhaps it is because of the consistent assignments and project work that pack us up to the brim, so i dont have that ample time to develop feelings of fear, anxiety wadsoever. But, seriously, i think the primary reason for such a change in perspective, maybe even the only reason (which i think it is), is really because God's peace has come into me, my heart, my life. Thank you Jesus. =)
Oh well, since i have that ample time i was talking about, today, i shall seek to enlighten any random readers with regards to who i am.(actually i dont think anyone has read my blog, haven even told anyone of my blog add....haha. ok, so here goes... (take in a DEEP breath..haha)
On the surface:My name's Gladys, Gladys Wong. I love my name, I really do. hehe.. not being self- indulgent, but i like the significance of my name.. being GLAD!
Im GLAD to be created and have a life to shine for Jesus, Im GLAD to be surrounded by friends and loved ones that i can love and be loved. Im GLAD for many things, simple pleasures I do take delight in thanking the Lord. You really cant take things for granted. Nothing's absolute, only God is- thats my revelation not too long ago.( shall publish it in awhile.=))But above all, Im GLAD I know the Lord and have a ersonal friendship, an intimate relationship with Him now, not later, definitely not any time later. Thank you Jesus.=)
Before I came to know Jesus, my life was about myself- Me, Myself, and Gladys.haha..Compared to many CHC church members, my life's really blessed. You know, parents happily married and staying strong, having good jobs that can provide for the family more than what our necessities require, I was really excelling in my studies and CCA, everything was going smooth... so in short, a pretty good life.
But i knew deep inside, i was not ok. Yes, emptiness that needed to be filled. haha.. oh well, so cutting short the story, i am saved! praise the Lord! Many pple may say "oh man, this girl has gone crazy. She has been brainwashed by the church, and is now going nuts.." hahah.. well, to many, christianity may be just one of the many religious entities that pple choose from, like you know, in a buffet with super great varieties of food, the way pple choose and pick a few which caters to their taste and preferences, just that in the case of religion you dont really choose a few, just one. haha.. but today, guys, with total honesty and with all my heart, i can sincerely tell you that christianity is not a religious entity. It is not some hairy fairy thing that pple believe in for emotional satisfaction. On a light note, i personally do not need another activity on sunday to fill up my time..haha.
It is that touch from God, that you just know, you just know.. that there's a God up there. And when you finally receive that touch of God, you will have tears- tears of longing, tears of desire, tears of relief that you've finally felt real love and treasure. You know, everytime that I am touched by the Holy Sirit, wow.. it's amazing. I feel so easy to fill into His arms and the love is real, genuine, unconditional, just asking you to love Him back.=)I love the Holy Spirit. And i notice that everytime that i cry when i am touched, I realise it's because I have been craving for this touch ALL my life! Have you ever had such an overwhelming desire to have someone? To see someone? Yes, it is that longing! But more, that longing stays, and grows inside of you. Wow right? hahah..
I pray pple all over the world will come to know and not just know! But to EXERIENCE His love. You know, the bible says that:
"Who executes justice for the oppressed, Who gives food to the hungry. The Lord gives freedom to the prisoners."- Ps146:7
"There He makes the hungry dwell, That they may establish a city for a dwelling place"-Ps107:36
"For He satisfies the longing soul, And fills the hungry soul with goodness."-Ps107:9
Nowadays, I always think: If someone's really smart, he or she will know that the bible has many many many secret recipes to not only staying away from or getting out of our troubles, sorrows and valleys... But more importantly, it is the way to having a LIFE!A victorious living. Mark my words.
Think i've written too much for this entry.. haha.. But there's so much MORE i wana share with pple! haha.. that's really why i set up this blog in the first place.I've never imagined a time when i would say yes to having a blog! haha.. cos i thought blogs are places of trash! Pple just say wad they wanted without realising that words have power! and they will impact or change a person's persective towards life! BUT.. now, my mission is to use this blog and share the goodness of christ with pple. Because pple matter to god, they matter to me too. =)
Oh well, since i have that ample time i was talking about, today, i shall seek to enlighten any random readers with regards to who i am.(actually i dont think anyone has read my blog, haven even told anyone of my blog add....haha. ok, so here goes... (take in a DEEP breath..haha)
On the surface:My name's Gladys, Gladys Wong. I love my name, I really do. hehe.. not being self- indulgent, but i like the significance of my name.. being GLAD!
Im GLAD to be created and have a life to shine for Jesus, Im GLAD to be surrounded by friends and loved ones that i can love and be loved. Im GLAD for many things, simple pleasures I do take delight in thanking the Lord. You really cant take things for granted. Nothing's absolute, only God is- thats my revelation not too long ago.( shall publish it in awhile.=))But above all, Im GLAD I know the Lord and have a ersonal friendship, an intimate relationship with Him now, not later, definitely not any time later. Thank you Jesus.=)
Before I came to know Jesus, my life was about myself- Me, Myself, and Gladys.haha..Compared to many CHC church members, my life's really blessed. You know, parents happily married and staying strong, having good jobs that can provide for the family more than what our necessities require, I was really excelling in my studies and CCA, everything was going smooth... so in short, a pretty good life.
But i knew deep inside, i was not ok. Yes, emptiness that needed to be filled. haha.. oh well, so cutting short the story, i am saved! praise the Lord! Many pple may say "oh man, this girl has gone crazy. She has been brainwashed by the church, and is now going nuts.." hahah.. well, to many, christianity may be just one of the many religious entities that pple choose from, like you know, in a buffet with super great varieties of food, the way pple choose and pick a few which caters to their taste and preferences, just that in the case of religion you dont really choose a few, just one. haha.. but today, guys, with total honesty and with all my heart, i can sincerely tell you that christianity is not a religious entity. It is not some hairy fairy thing that pple believe in for emotional satisfaction. On a light note, i personally do not need another activity on sunday to fill up my time..haha.
It is that touch from God, that you just know, you just know.. that there's a God up there. And when you finally receive that touch of God, you will have tears- tears of longing, tears of desire, tears of relief that you've finally felt real love and treasure. You know, everytime that I am touched by the Holy Sirit, wow.. it's amazing. I feel so easy to fill into His arms and the love is real, genuine, unconditional, just asking you to love Him back.=)I love the Holy Spirit. And i notice that everytime that i cry when i am touched, I realise it's because I have been craving for this touch ALL my life! Have you ever had such an overwhelming desire to have someone? To see someone? Yes, it is that longing! But more, that longing stays, and grows inside of you. Wow right? hahah..
I pray pple all over the world will come to know and not just know! But to EXERIENCE His love. You know, the bible says that:
"Who executes justice for the oppressed, Who gives food to the hungry. The Lord gives freedom to the prisoners."- Ps146:7
"There He makes the hungry dwell, That they may establish a city for a dwelling place"-Ps107:36
"For He satisfies the longing soul, And fills the hungry soul with goodness."-Ps107:9
Nowadays, I always think: If someone's really smart, he or she will know that the bible has many many many secret recipes to not only staying away from or getting out of our troubles, sorrows and valleys... But more importantly, it is the way to having a LIFE!A victorious living. Mark my words.
Think i've written too much for this entry.. haha.. But there's so much MORE i wana share with pple! haha.. that's really why i set up this blog in the first place.I've never imagined a time when i would say yes to having a blog! haha.. cos i thought blogs are places of trash! Pple just say wad they wanted without realising that words have power! and they will impact or change a person's persective towards life! BUT.. now, my mission is to use this blog and share the goodness of christ with pple. Because pple matter to god, they matter to me too. =)
what i look forward to, 2:38 PM.
