Friday, March 31, 2006
God works miracles in many ways... the bible says His ways are HIGHER than our ways! Wow... Can you imagine that?! Wah... AWESOME!
Anyway, I've been so busy with school work, project after project... Times can be really tough. But God really show me that He cares and loves me.=)
We all tend to notice new things, things that stand out... and this includes PEOPLE! When people are NEW in your life, you tend to notice them, and if they appeal to you, if you like them, you notice them more!
But how about the people that have been by your side for some time? For months, years, ages? Have they become stale bread to you??
I want to say a BIGG BIGGG THANK YOU! to my sister.. hehee.. She's spiritually growing stronger and you can really feel the love of God and the Holy Spirit moving in her life! yay! hip hip hooray!
Well.. She has really watered me... Financial blessing, and at a time like this, spiritual watering...
PEOPLE, ITS NOT ABOUT THE BIG THINGS THAT YOU DO! ITS THE NATURAL WAY YOU ACT THAT HAS GREATER POWER AND INFLUENCE!!!!!!!
There's this someone I'm really really looking forward to meet and spend some awesome time with in 4 weeks' time!!!! Haiz... dont know what to say, you're good, you're good... hahahahhah
Till then, endure and persever!!!!!!!!!!!
what i look forward to, 9:02 AM.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
what i look forward to, 1:08 PM.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
let Your light guide me
let Your word dwell in my heart
let Your hands hold me
let Your mercy follow me all of my days
(You're) worthy
(You're) holy
glory to Your name
~I'm listening to the Presence CD, while reading my book. I just stopped. The presence of God is so strong. God is true.
Stay in me, dwell in me, dont stray. My word is your guide. My light is your path to righteousness. Follow me.
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Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. "- Mtt 16:24
When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. " -Mr 8:34
Then Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, "One thing you lack: Go your way, sell whatever you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, take up the cross, and follow Me." -Mr 10:21
Then He said to them all, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me."-Lu 9:23
Today, let's not just utter Jesus in our lips. But let's take up his cross and follow Him: His love, His holiness, His ways, His example. He is the head, We are the body.
God loves you.=)
let Your word dwell in my heart
let Your hands hold me
let Your mercy follow me all of my days
(You're) worthy
(You're) holy
glory to Your name
~I'm listening to the Presence CD, while reading my book. I just stopped. The presence of God is so strong. God is true.
Stay in me, dwell in me, dont stray. My word is your guide. My light is your path to righteousness. Follow me.
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Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. "- Mtt 16:24
When He had called the people to Himself, with His disciples also, He said to them, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. " -Mr 8:34
Then Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, "One thing you lack: Go your way, sell whatever you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, take up the cross, and follow Me." -Mr 10:21
Then He said to them all, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me."-Lu 9:23
Today, let's not just utter Jesus in our lips. But let's take up his cross and follow Him: His love, His holiness, His ways, His example. He is the head, We are the body.
God loves you.=)
what i look forward to, 10:32 AM.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
I duno why, but i just felt like saying this to everybody! I love all of you!! hahah...
I love my God... He's an awesome God. No matter is it my ups or downs, He's really real and here for me! And... He's mercy and grace never ends. I also want to love Him back, in my emotions, in my actions, in my convictions... I love you Jesus! YOu are AWESOME!
I love my best friend! eigene wang! I'm so so glad that you're having loads of fun at work! And yes! sleeping early! I felt the whole lot of difference on tues night when i slept early cos of my fever! Tell you man... it's soo different. I felt so much more energetic, less lethargic and can think better! Certainly feels good!! hehe...
I love my sister and brother! You know, having family members that are walking with the Lord too is really good! MY relationship with my sis has gone like 180 degrees turn for the better! It's definitely nothing like the past quarrels and fights and arguments that left me really sick of them and tired. The love of Christ, when it feels you and the other person in the relationship, when God is in the middle of the relationship... I tell you... it's VERY DIFFERENT! REALLY!! hehe
YES! I LOVE EVERYBODY! But I cant possibly list down everybody right? heheh... So lastly, I love *** !!!!! hahah..... eeeeeeeeee..... You've been so patient with me and accomodating to my busy workload and schedules, I dont even know if I can do the same for you... But you make me feel really loved and appreciated. I really cant understand how you not get angry with me so fast.. *maybe you're tolerating or you ask God to quickly take it away..hahah* But no matter what, I'm really really very thankful for someone who sees the good side of me more and reassures me about the good things in me more than anyone else! haha...
You're Loved by me!!!
God loves me and God loves you too! =)
I love my God... He's an awesome God. No matter is it my ups or downs, He's really real and here for me! And... He's mercy and grace never ends. I also want to love Him back, in my emotions, in my actions, in my convictions... I love you Jesus! YOu are AWESOME!
I love my best friend! eigene wang! I'm so so glad that you're having loads of fun at work! And yes! sleeping early! I felt the whole lot of difference on tues night when i slept early cos of my fever! Tell you man... it's soo different. I felt so much more energetic, less lethargic and can think better! Certainly feels good!! hehe...I love my sister and brother! You know, having family members that are walking with the Lord too is really good! MY relationship with my sis has gone like 180 degrees turn for the better! It's definitely nothing like the past quarrels and fights and arguments that left me really sick of them and tired. The love of Christ, when it feels you and the other person in the relationship, when God is in the middle of the relationship... I tell you... it's VERY DIFFERENT! REALLY!! hehe
YES! I LOVE EVERYBODY! But I cant possibly list down everybody right? heheh... So lastly, I love *** !!!!! hahah..... eeeeeeeeee..... You've been so patient with me and accomodating to my busy workload and schedules, I dont even know if I can do the same for you... But you make me feel really loved and appreciated. I really cant understand how you not get angry with me so fast.. *maybe you're tolerating or you ask God to quickly take it away..hahah* But no matter what, I'm really really very thankful for someone who sees the good side of me more and reassures me about the good things in me more than anyone else! haha...
You're Loved by me!!!
God loves me and God loves you too! =)
what i look forward to, 11:36 PM.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Stay FIRM in your convictions. Do not waver, nor be easily swayed by people's opinions or comments. But think through and stay FIRM in what you know is right.
There are alarms in our hearts. And they will go off and "ring" when you start straying away from these convictions. These are the signs for CHANGE.
Make CHANGES to realign yourself back into your convictions. Stay IN your convictions.
Don't compromise on doing what's RIGHT.
God loves you.=)
There are alarms in our hearts. And they will go off and "ring" when you start straying away from these convictions. These are the signs for CHANGE.
Make CHANGES to realign yourself back into your convictions. Stay IN your convictions.
Don't compromise on doing what's RIGHT.
God loves you.=)
what i look forward to, 12:52 AM.
Stay FIRM in your convictions. Do not waver, nor be easily swayed by people's opinions or comments. But think through and stay FIRM in what you know is right.
There are alarms in our hearts. And they will go off and "ring" when you start straying away from these convictions. These are the signs for CHANGE.
Make CHANGES to realign yourself back into your convictions. Stay IN your convictions.
Don't compromise on doing what's RIGHT.
God loves you.=)
There are alarms in our hearts. And they will go off and "ring" when you start straying away from these convictions. These are the signs for CHANGE.
Make CHANGES to realign yourself back into your convictions. Stay IN your convictions.
Don't compromise on doing what's RIGHT.
God loves you.=)
what i look forward to, 12:52 AM.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
You know guys, when you're in the midst of all business and all the work's just piling up, becoming just so overwhleming..thats when people EASILY start being sulky and negative. And thats when the devil can start playing with your mind and bring doubts in you.
Life can be tough. Like what most people will come to realise, "life's not a bed of roses".Being a christian, you might think, just adds to the gravity of the situation. Haa...
But you know what, I really love being a christian. I realise that being a christian's not about being in ministry. It's not even about waking early on sunday mornings to bring your tired body to the place you say Amen the most number of times. Cos I can tell you, if THESE are the things you build your christian life on, then your christian life will just fall FLAT and DULL and MEANINGLESS one day.
The main one and only thing you should focus on as a christian, is LOVING GOD. I can tell you... I make silly mistakes, I still have my flaws which I really REALLY want to change. So I aint the perfect christian you'll probably point to. But really, ultimately, being a christian does not have a thing to do between you and people. Its YOU and GOD.
Love the Lord with ALL YOUR HEART, with ALL YOUR SOUL and with ALL YOUR MIND.
It is only out of this ABUNDANCE of your LOVE FOR GOD that your ministry, your walk with God will be filled with love: love for people, love for nations, love for yourself.
God is real. He's alive. Dont ever live without knowing that there's a God up in heaven loving you and waiting for you to just cry to Him and ask Him for direction or even for the desires of your heart. He's God,yeah.. But He's our father too!
I love Jesus. I love God. I won't let go. NEVER.=)
*presence of God is so strong even as im writing.. ohman.. god is so good.*
Life can be tough. Like what most people will come to realise, "life's not a bed of roses".Being a christian, you might think, just adds to the gravity of the situation. Haa...
But you know what, I really love being a christian. I realise that being a christian's not about being in ministry. It's not even about waking early on sunday mornings to bring your tired body to the place you say Amen the most number of times. Cos I can tell you, if THESE are the things you build your christian life on, then your christian life will just fall FLAT and DULL and MEANINGLESS one day.
The main one and only thing you should focus on as a christian, is LOVING GOD. I can tell you... I make silly mistakes, I still have my flaws which I really REALLY want to change. So I aint the perfect christian you'll probably point to. But really, ultimately, being a christian does not have a thing to do between you and people. Its YOU and GOD.
Love the Lord with ALL YOUR HEART, with ALL YOUR SOUL and with ALL YOUR MIND.
It is only out of this ABUNDANCE of your LOVE FOR GOD that your ministry, your walk with God will be filled with love: love for people, love for nations, love for yourself.
God is real. He's alive. Dont ever live without knowing that there's a God up in heaven loving you and waiting for you to just cry to Him and ask Him for direction or even for the desires of your heart. He's God,yeah.. But He's our father too!
I love Jesus. I love God. I won't let go. NEVER.=)
*presence of God is so strong even as im writing.. ohman.. god is so good.*
what i look forward to, 10:27 PM.
Monday, March 13, 2006
Hi everybody!
Haven been bloggging lately.. School's just been packed to the brim, and it's still going on till the end of the semester. My life's been alot about discipline, decision making, time managment and work! But I always feel very energised and charged up after service. Thank God.=)
Times haven been easy lately. God's teaching me lots within such a short time frame. I need my breakthrough!!!!!!!
I was just thinking about Adam in Genesis. When he was innocent, yet to have fallen into sin... God spoke to him:" have dominion over" everything in this world that He has created. Take charge!
But when Adam sinned against God, he hid himself away from God. Why? So what has sin done to him?
From a man filled with revelational knowledge and ABSOLUTE faith in having the power of God to take dominion over all the creatures of this world, he has now turned into a man that doubts and does not have the confidence to take charge of what God has placed in his destiny!
Friends... the answer is FEAR. What the devil has put in us, is a spirit of fear and self-doubt as a result of us sinning. We start questioning, can I really do this, now that I've sinned against God? I think no lar, God is going to shorten his hands of anointing in my life. I dont think I can do it anymore now that I've sinned.
The bible says that "I've not given you a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, love and of sound mind". "Perfect love cast out ALL fear."
Even as im writing this, I'm speaking to myself. When we sin, bible says that we have ALL fallen short of the glory of God. But God doesnt want us to have anything short of the great destiny He has preplanned for us! That's WHY he gave us JESUS!
Today I make a decision, that no matter how tough life may be, I will not give up on Jesus. NEVER.Fear takes us away from God. The irony is that God is ready to forgive us. So dont let fear stop you from coming back to God. Dont let fear make you think God doesnt want you or love you anymore. That's Satan's deception point!
I want to be a STRONG WOMAN OF GOD! I will endure the testings of life! I will learn!
I think God that You gave me Jesus. The cross I look and focus upon. The righteous blood of our Savioiur that washes us clean. Jesus, draw me away.
JEsus, I've so many things to do. So many that sometimes I dont know where to look for strength. I pray for your special grace and mercy during this super busy season in my life. I need your everlasting love more than ever. I need your supernatural strength that will charge me up and spur me to the next level with you! Lord I ask for your forgiveness in the things that I have done wrong. Wash me clean and cleanse me with the righteous blood of Christ. I look to you for everything that I need. I love you Jesus. Amen.
Haven been bloggging lately.. School's just been packed to the brim, and it's still going on till the end of the semester. My life's been alot about discipline, decision making, time managment and work! But I always feel very energised and charged up after service. Thank God.=)
Times haven been easy lately. God's teaching me lots within such a short time frame. I need my breakthrough!!!!!!!
I was just thinking about Adam in Genesis. When he was innocent, yet to have fallen into sin... God spoke to him:" have dominion over" everything in this world that He has created. Take charge!
But when Adam sinned against God, he hid himself away from God. Why? So what has sin done to him?
From a man filled with revelational knowledge and ABSOLUTE faith in having the power of God to take dominion over all the creatures of this world, he has now turned into a man that doubts and does not have the confidence to take charge of what God has placed in his destiny!
Friends... the answer is FEAR. What the devil has put in us, is a spirit of fear and self-doubt as a result of us sinning. We start questioning, can I really do this, now that I've sinned against God? I think no lar, God is going to shorten his hands of anointing in my life. I dont think I can do it anymore now that I've sinned.
The bible says that "I've not given you a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, love and of sound mind". "Perfect love cast out ALL fear."
Even as im writing this, I'm speaking to myself. When we sin, bible says that we have ALL fallen short of the glory of God. But God doesnt want us to have anything short of the great destiny He has preplanned for us! That's WHY he gave us JESUS!
Today I make a decision, that no matter how tough life may be, I will not give up on Jesus. NEVER.Fear takes us away from God. The irony is that God is ready to forgive us. So dont let fear stop you from coming back to God. Dont let fear make you think God doesnt want you or love you anymore. That's Satan's deception point!
I want to be a STRONG WOMAN OF GOD! I will endure the testings of life! I will learn!
I think God that You gave me Jesus. The cross I look and focus upon. The righteous blood of our Savioiur that washes us clean. Jesus, draw me away.
JEsus, I've so many things to do. So many that sometimes I dont know where to look for strength. I pray for your special grace and mercy during this super busy season in my life. I need your everlasting love more than ever. I need your supernatural strength that will charge me up and spur me to the next level with you! Lord I ask for your forgiveness in the things that I have done wrong. Wash me clean and cleanse me with the righteous blood of Christ. I look to you for everything that I need. I love you Jesus. Amen.
what i look forward to, 1:00 AM.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
The Joy of the Lord is my STRENGTH!!!!!!
YES! I haven been writing recently... been really busy and tired... The projects are at their max.
I just made a good friend in school angry... so ashamed of myself.=(
Sorry angie.
It's not just feeling bad, its MORE than that.
haiz... only God and BMT knows how I'm feeling now.
But I'm really very sorry... never created such a bad thing in my work before... WAD ON EARTH WAS I THINKING MAN?!?!?!?
Haiz... stop being so BLUR Gladys!!!!! Know your instructions well and detailed!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHH..... I'll NOT repeat my mistake! Making a friend angry and losing her trust.. really sucks.=(
God forgive me... I wont ever do it again! I'll be more careful, more alert! More diligent! More disciplined!!!!!!
MUST! YES! MUST!
YES! I haven been writing recently... been really busy and tired... The projects are at their max.
I just made a good friend in school angry... so ashamed of myself.=(
Sorry angie.
It's not just feeling bad, its MORE than that.
haiz... only God and BMT knows how I'm feeling now.
But I'm really very sorry... never created such a bad thing in my work before... WAD ON EARTH WAS I THINKING MAN?!?!?!?
Haiz... stop being so BLUR Gladys!!!!! Know your instructions well and detailed!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHH..... I'll NOT repeat my mistake! Making a friend angry and losing her trust.. really sucks.=(
God forgive me... I wont ever do it again! I'll be more careful, more alert! More diligent! More disciplined!!!!!!
MUST! YES! MUST!
what i look forward to, 11:52 PM.
