Sunday, November 06, 2005
haha.. yes. This week has really been crazy. With best friend, with best friend's friend who's now my new friend..hahah... mr youliang! haah.. And with shocking news. haa.. funny.
Oh yes this week i've spent much time with best friend. She at my house, me at hers! Our first sleepovers. Our funny conversations.. we just talked about EVERYTHING! haha...
Then mr youliang came into the picture.. shocking news, strange meeting which turned evangelistic cum ministering session. Amazed by the impact eigene and i have made in his life. hmm.. I've known him for like less than a month? The change.. wow! Ytd as i looked through the inbox containing some of mr youliang's msges, anyone reading it will be able to tell the change immediately. The tone, the words used, the msges.. you can really see a change in him. From a totally down-casted person to a dream-filled, more hopeful and really smiley person..amazing. hmm..
Who would ever imagine a time like this? Where a few meetings with a new acquaintance can make such impact in his life? God im really in awe of you. The mum seemed to be relatively more stringent to him, i understand.. out of her love and protection for her son who's been ill. That meeting on friday was a pivotal point. As he went home and talked to his mum, his mum saw the changes in him. So fast? Yes, that fast. So great a change that his mum has since allowed him to attend church?! hmm.. I'm in awe of you Lord.
When you're involved in such supernatural works of god, you just stop and freeze. And you go.."wow". Because you know deep inside of you that you alone are by no way capable of making such impact. But when God is for you, walking with you side by side, everything's possible! indeed, my favourite sentence now... Everything you see is subject to change! hehe..=)
Finally, the activities of the weekdays had soaked up my soul, but i knew that in my spirit, i was not filled. And i know that God, you know that i wanted to come down. Come down from the heigthening emotions that was culminating. So i really thank you Lord when you came and ministered to me on friday night as Bob shared his revelation. I was really ministered, and my emotions really came down. (ps: there wasnt any depressed kind of emotions, no no.. on the contrary it was emotions of excitement and laughter and fun. But you know, when you are hungry and you fill your hunger with soulish things[not sinful things thou], you wont have a craving for the things of the spirit.. thats why we must guard our hunger and fill it with spiritual things.) In any case, I thank god for the holy spirit... the strong presence. good! hehe..
Oh man.. hmm.. ok, Jeryn( my cell grp leader) just told me about sth shocking yeah.. haha. eigene wang!dont laugh! hahah... haiz. It's ok. I shall conquer my fears and build good spiritual friendships with all. So what fear? hahah... oh well. Ask me personally ba. hahah...
Neverthless, I've said it before.. Everythign is subjected to CHANGE! haha.. so to my fear. Now you see it, now you dont! hhaha..
Thank God for g*** l***s. haha.. A great blessing to have indeed! haha.. Gene, once i tell you the meaning of the asteriks you're sure gona box me for your influence that has caused less and less self-awareness.. haha.. but more and more self-identiy! hahahha... But really must manage the results of this blessing arh.. otherwise, hmm... unwanted trouble. haha.. guarding your heart,mind, spirit and soul. Interesting. Yes i will, yes i must.
Cute?! good features?! Try entering modelling?! hmm... haha, never really thought of it this way. the first time sister lynn saw me and saw my age, she felt i looked less than 18..haha.. maybe that's where the cuteness lies in. Not to mention my extra cheek-fat and rounder chin. hahah..its ok, i dont mind being cute for the kids.haha.. Thanx arh eigene's "brother"! haha.. pls spare her the rod, stop shooting her.hhahahaaa.. i'll take that compliment anytime with a generous heart..hahah..
Good features, well i do like my eyes and smile, can i say that? hahah.. in my own secret blog, i guess i'll just say it.hehe.. taken obviously from mum. haha.. but God, you created me in your own image. You must have the most gorgeous eyes and jaw-dropping smile on this earth! talking about your glory... I want your glory! And i'll magnify that..=)
Modelling?! well, nearly conned once, no intentions to try it again unless its God's will. Hmm.. i'll just say that if sth is in His will, i'll make sure i do my best to make it come to pass yeah? And God will make a way if its His will.=)
Oh well.. bro mic said once that i have a pleasant face. I thank god for that. But more than that, Whatever that God has given me, i'll take it, use it to magnify his glory! Cheers! =)
what i look forward to, 5:16 PM.
