Friday, June 29, 2007
God really is a prayer-answering God. He fulfills the desires of our hearts. Just two entries ago, I wrote about how I wanted to serve God in a bigger manner using the gifts and abilities and skills He has given to me in my life. Almost immediately, the next few days have been very challenging and enlarging and it is REALLY BREAKING ME, literally.
I'm now playing praise during SOT p&w and learning how to play for worship. Wayne has asked me to play for keyboard for the coming mission trip next weekend to Ipoh, apart from the one on the 22nd July. I just took some photos which will be used for pst kong's cultural mandate sermon slides! That's amazing to me. =)
haha.. but above all, its not just about the increase in on-stage activities or notice. Seriously its not. Today, I came back feeling so tired and so in the flesh, not wanting to do anything other than sleep. oh man, it really takes sacrifice to do more for God.
I need to build myself up spiritually. I yearn and seek to lead a pure and righteous life for God cos that's what I realise counts most to God. My name speaks it all. Gladys= God's Princess, Li Jie= Mei Li, Qing Jie= Beautiful yet pure. This is my desire. That I can minister with purity and holiness. I will grow and force myself to grow!
I'm starting to feel better now, I was suppose to go to work immediately after sot but I was really very tired and badly wanted to use my com for a moment. So here I am, I feel much better just blogging out everything and "exorcising out my tiredness" haha..
Now I'm gonna head to work soon, and hopefully garner enough strength to go for my outing with cgl and my new friends. Oh.. the thing I really want to do right now is just spend time with bob, it's his birthday. But I kinda flared up at him when he called just now.. I told you, I was really in the flesh.=(
I'm now playing praise during SOT p&w and learning how to play for worship. Wayne has asked me to play for keyboard for the coming mission trip next weekend to Ipoh, apart from the one on the 22nd July. I just took some photos which will be used for pst kong's cultural mandate sermon slides! That's amazing to me. =)
haha.. but above all, its not just about the increase in on-stage activities or notice. Seriously its not. Today, I came back feeling so tired and so in the flesh, not wanting to do anything other than sleep. oh man, it really takes sacrifice to do more for God.
I need to build myself up spiritually. I yearn and seek to lead a pure and righteous life for God cos that's what I realise counts most to God. My name speaks it all. Gladys= God's Princess, Li Jie= Mei Li, Qing Jie= Beautiful yet pure. This is my desire. That I can minister with purity and holiness. I will grow and force myself to grow!
I'm starting to feel better now, I was suppose to go to work immediately after sot but I was really very tired and badly wanted to use my com for a moment. So here I am, I feel much better just blogging out everything and "exorcising out my tiredness" haha..
Now I'm gonna head to work soon, and hopefully garner enough strength to go for my outing with cgl and my new friends. Oh.. the thing I really want to do right now is just spend time with bob, it's his birthday. But I kinda flared up at him when he called just now.. I told you, I was really in the flesh.=(
what i look forward to, 3:11 PM.
